didnt do much today
got tricked into bringing my lappie out
played pool
been awhile
think i should find some ppl to play
been thinking for most of today
its 2oo6
i'll be 18 this year
so i should do some things to act my age

firstly, i'll try to instill myself with some self control
like studying at the right time
i'll try to start studying at home instead of going out and studying
in this way, i can also save money at the same time
but i'll have to ignore some distractions such as my lappie tv and ps2

i'd oso like to be more independent
i will no longer nag at ppl to acc me to the gym or go out and play
i'm going to do it on my own
being independent also means studying on my own
without ppl repeatedly telling me that my tests are coming up and blah

i'm the kind of person that will spend money like it is oxygen
so this year i'm going to stop that
i'm going to stop spending so much and start saving
was sad that my mum laughed at the fact of getting me an atm card for my expenses
cos she knows about my spending ways
thus,i'm going to prove to her that i can save

being confident also gives yourself a huge boost
whether its while you're playing sports
or its your own personality
so i'm going to be much more confident of what i do

after some self reflecting
i've thought of all this
this is my year