there is nth for me to do now
thus this blog entry
was watching the oprah prime time
this guy named dave chappelle rejected a $50 million contract
and he disappeared for awhile too
it was cos of some ethical reason or smth
ppl were starting to think he was crazy and needed medication
which make us think
are things like money, fame and establishment what drive our lives
or issit the emotional things like love, happiness and confidence

think
relationships are full off promises and compromises and blah blah blah
but when do you really mean the promises you make
girl: we will get married when we are 25 have children and live happily ever after
guy: i promise
next day argue and break up
girl: must bring me honeymoon to hawaii
guy: i promise
next day guy cheat on another girl
relationship ends
dun get me wrong
guys ask the gals to make promises too
but when do we actually mean it
do we have to put words to paper to actually make the promise 'legal'?
when do you actually know if your partner means the promise

think
what do you actually wanna do in your life
just finish poly?
find job asap and make lots and lots of money?
marry a rich guy/girl to ensure my future?
turn gay so i dun have to pay for a wedding?
things that you do everyday of your life do result in the outcome of your life
u decide to go to the lib to read a book
you pick out a good book to read
years later in a business meeting with a client
the atmosphere is tense and there is nth to get you 2 talking
suddenly a book drops out of his bag
its the same book you read years ago
you 2 start talking bout the book
the business relationship blossoms
you clinch the deal
you get a promotion
big bucks
new car
happy

small things go a long way